My heart is in the grave

I live another day
Wait for another night
I meet another dawn taming darkness
Another moon
All time it will be the rain
For every day the heaven cries
Cause life is colored different colors
Now without you

My heart is in the grave
Deep in the solid ground
I'm coming to the edge with a flower
To throw it down
Wish I couldn't wake again
And that the next day wouldn't come
But I'm still alive
Cause I'm dieing
To want you now

I dreaming
Yes I'm dreaming
I loosing you
Cause only in a dream it can be true
I dreaming
Yes I'm dreaming
Do not you go away
Baby even in the dreams it causes pain

I'm staying with the night
To fall my grief to share
I know she always comes to the moaners
All dressed in black
She's singing her lalaby
All will have gone away
I'm listening to her songs
But my memories look like a jail