Since You've Been Around (OST Анатомия страсти)

I'm wandering 
I'm crawling 
I'm two steps away from falling 
I just can't seem to get around 
I'm heavy 
I'm weary 
I'm not thinking clearly 
I just can't seem to find solid ground 
Since you've been around 

I'm running 
I'm hiding 
I'm afraid you'll never find me 
because I've always felt lost in the crowd 
I'm sinking 
I'm drowning 
I'm so afraid of losing 
my head's been spinning round and round 
since you've been around. 

I'm foolish and crazy 
I just think that maybe 
I've got a lot of things to figure out 
I'm winning 
I'm losing 
I'm afraid of never choosing 
this heart of mine was so beaten down 
before you came around