Consuming Misery

Deep within my sordid thoughts of decadent dementia
I have deemed the only way to sustain psychosis
Is to force my life's disdain upon the helpless victims
Unfortunate to cross paths with my imagination
Dreaming up dark plans to keep the world in disarray
Wreaking [bad word] so you will spread my hate another day 

Trapped to perform for me
Forcefed constant agony 

Consume misery, your pain, feeds me
Abode, of bleeding, dwell in, constant torture
Abstain, from killing, more pain, for days
Scars, barely healing, opened, for my pleasure
Fever of frenzy, your screams, ignite
Unholy pleasure, [bad word] 

Numbing anger, decimating, want to kill me
No escaping, attacked daily
Beastly slicing, glut of bleeding
Loathsome torment, sick distinction, salacious life
Still consuming, your misery 

Months of violent torture
Blood drained and replenished
Mentally repugnant
Psychotic repulsion 

Reopening old wounds
Raped and violated
Screaming out in horror
Fresh pain flowing through you
Repeatedly pummeled
Beatings never ending 

Reopening old wounds
Raped and violated
Screaming out in horror
Fresh pain flowing through you
Repeatedly pummeled
Beatings never ending 

Consume misery, your pain, feeds me
Abode, of bleeding, dwell in, constant torture
Abstain, from killing, more pain, for days
Scars, barely healing, opened, for my pleasure
Fever of frenzy, your screams, ignite
Unholy pleasure, [bad word] 
Released from your [bad word]  never, to heal
Soon you seek victims, to show, how you suffered