Permanent Immersion

When you feel so high 
Sitting in the puddle of your dreams
full of [bad word] You try to stand up above this worthless trick
It's so poetic

So good it began, 
No time for being sad
New stories in my eyes 
i cannot describe

The shadow of a man
In which you recognize 
yourself 
But smiling to this life

Endless nights, sunless days
Relentless try to speak
When the cramp will fade away
I discover that once again

I dive into a snowdrift
Feeling cold with my face
Hope this winter is endless

Every day new freaky friends
Trips across my brain
Hope my own Santa knows me best

I can't fall asleep

Through TV-noise search deep inside me
and getting bottom found nothing at all
Every evening flashlights hit the vault
Smoke fills my helpless silent mouth
With which i cannot scream

don't think i'm a monster
It will be gone 
just 
like you and your  [bad word] cares

Ego you feed
will dissolve, [bad word] 
with the maggots and 
serve to you
as another dream

Through TV-noise search deep inside me
and getting bottom found nothing at all
Every evening flashlights hit the vault
Smoke fills my helpless silent mouth
My helpless silent mouth

I dive into a snowdrift
Feeling cold with my face
Hope this winter is endless

Every day new freaky friends
Trips across my brain
Rope...