Pull Back The Reins

I can’t win. I’m writing it off. 
My back’s pinned to the wall. 
Pull back, pull back, pull back the reins. 
There’s no doubt that all the fuss has just made a mess out of me. 
Pull back. Pull back. Let the [bad word] its course.

Remind me again, so I can re-learn, 
give me a crash course on how this works. 
I know I’ve given ample advice, 
but as it seems the constant [bad word] 
has made an example of me. 
Has made an example out of me.

I can’t win. I’m writing if off. 
My back’s pinned to the wall. 
Let [bad word]  let the [bad word]  let the cycle 
Let it [bad word] out its course. 
I’m doing more harm every time I use force. 
Let the [bad word] out because 
when it’s done there’ll be something else.

I didn’t ask for this, but I keep embracing it.
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay. 
This has chosen me.
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay. 
This has chosen me.
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay. 
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay. 
This has chosen me.
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay. 
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay. 
This has chosen me.
I’m gonna stay. I’m gonna stay.