Jaded

So I shut myself down again
And wipe away my surroundings
While the pain in my heart
Reminds me of time spent and forgotten

Alone but capable
To see through your [bad word] I will bloom into what's unexpected of me
'Cause your [bad word] up reality
Has driven me to insanity

How do you like me now?
That's what I thought
How do you like me now?
That's what I thought

Disappear
Melt into the cracks I created for you
At least you can do is play the part
The one I wrote for you
Now time is wasting
And I have ruined many makeup days
On your behalf
Another day will end
At least there's tomorrow

So I shut myself down again
And wipe away my surroundings
While the pain in my heart
Reminds me of time spent and forgotten
Disappear
Melt into the cracks I created for you
At least you can do is play the part
The one I wrote for you

Alone but capable
To see through your [bad word] I will bloom
Into what's unexpected of me
'Cause your [bad word] up reality

How do you like me now?
How do you like me now?
That's what I thought