This Distance

I'm struggling for a reason
An answer to all that made it seem
This lie was fading
And my silence had come to an end
Too far to feel but I'm on my way
I see this reflection everyday
It's not enough but I still remember
It's frozen in time

And if the walls won't fall
Distance is all I have
I'll have to find a way
To push these things aside
Through the maze of the past
I can't forget what I am
I only hope this fades
In the years to come

Struggling for an answer 
reason behind what's happening
But it's getting closer
And these are the ties
That won't let it end
Too far to feel but I'm on my way
I see this reflection everyday
It's not enough but I still remember
It's frozen in time