Why Didnt I Die

I've put my trust in all your senses
 And I've put down all my defences
 All to let you peek inside
 the abyss that I try to hide

 I've tried to open up my eyes
 And started lifting my disguise
 All to let you peek inside
 The darkness that I try to hide

 Back in the days, everything seemed allright
 Back in the days, the sun was bright (it hurt me)

 Why did the darkness go away
 Why did I long for the new day
 Why did I look up into the sky
 Asking myself: Why didn't I die?

 I've put my trust in all my senses
 And put up all my defences
 All to close up again and hide
 And not to let you peek inside

 I tried so hard to close my eyes
 started improving my disguise
 All to close up again and hide
 And not to let you peek inside