Against My Will

You're so proud yet not exactly where you wanted to be
Face down and sick of all this selfish self destruction
You didn't fail me, you were only upsetting yourself
You didn't change me, I was only trying to better myself

...and with a broken wrist
I maintained a grip on reality and anything that means
...anything to me.
I never clenched a fist until reality started slipping away from me

Hands down I suppose I should be thanking you for the
Inspiration, closure and dedication that allows me to thrive
How long will you let an insecurity shine?
Does this arrogance preceed you?
Could you let it consume your life?
Will you concede to the real, or fight until worlds collide?

...and with a broken wrist
I maintained a grip on reality and anything that means
...anything to me.
I never clenched a fist until reality started slipping away from me

Well....
Push me once, I'm going to let that slide
...but push again...
Well, I would like to see you try
Push me once, I'm going to let that slide
...but push again...
I would like to see you try
Expect an instant reaction
Try to unwind before you burn in the fires you left behind
...and with a broken wrist
I maintained a grip on reality and anything that means
...anything to me.
I never clenched a fist until reality started slipping away from me