This Room

Well, there is something about this room
Is it in the way the shadows move?
Could it be the dance of the flame from another room?
Is it the light of a new moon?
The darkness is what I am accustomed to...

Just once I want to step back and watch forever move
Never have to choose
Unmake the decision to win, Never have to choose
I'll simply hide
Hide from your shadow, it's only the night's reflection
Tomorrow the sun will rise and light
It will light your way out of this room
...out of this room and back into the night

Another night has come and gone again,
Holding in its hand the fate of a faithful old friend
When will this end
It never seems to end

I like to pretend that I hold my destiny
but anxiety is choking me
I can barely breathe
Eyes swollen shut
Maybe it's better not to see
Maybe it's better to hide
Hide from your shadow, it's only the night's reflection
Tomorrow the sun will rise and light
It will light your way out of this room
...out of this room and back into the night

You've spent more than a lifetime waiting
Now overanalyze it all as I know you will
I know you all too well
Now awake, and re-align
Wide awake, now realize
This is the dream that you've created
Now overanalyze it all as I know you will
I know you all too well

Did you witness the creation?
Silent witness to it all...
Did you take your medication?
Where will you run to?
Where will you hide?
Hide from your shadow, it's only the night's reflection
Tomorrow the sun will rise and light
It'll light your way out of this room
...out of this room and back into the night