What should I do

Dousureba ii?
Kono saki e wa
Mienai ame no naka [bad word] 
Iradatteru
Obiete iru
Semegiatte iru
Futatsu no omoi

Nani o [bad word] Doko ni itemo
Anata e to Katamuki Nagareru
Waraigoe mo Arukikata mo
Hitori dake Daremo Kawari ni wa narenai

Naze aisenai? [bad word] iru no ni
Kokoro o totsuzen [bad word] shimau no?
Naze nikete yuku Oikakeru hodo
Uketomete hoshii Sono mune no naka ni

Dousureba ii?
Kotae wa nai
Kirawaretakunai
Anata ni dake wa

Fureru kurai Fuanna kurai
Anata e to Tadayoi Afureru
Nobita ude mo Nemutta kao mo
Hitotsu dake Nanimo Kawari ni wa narenai

Naze shinjinai? Mayoi wa shinai
Soba ni iru no ni Hateshinaku tooi
Naze Surechigau Senaka o mukeru
Oborete shimau Furiyamanu ame ni