Gyakkou

Seijaku ni shizumu musuu no hikari wa
Kono te kara kieta nukumori no you ni
Chiisaku kagayaki yami ni nomarete iku
Kanshoku wo hada ni [bad word] mama de

Shimetsukeru mune ga itamu sono tabi ni
Shiboridasu you ni kotoba wo tsuzutta

Kono sekai kara kimi ga kieta asa Gyakkou ni boku ga nani wo mita no ka wo

Koe wo agete Nakisakende Nikushimi de subete [bad word] Mou furerarenai no nara Atokata mo naku hakai [bad word] Yume wo kudaku Kimi wo kudaku [bad word] kono mi mo kudakechiru
Tsukisasaru hikari Boku wa doko de nemuru no darou

Koe wo agete Nakisakende Nikushimi de subete [bad word] Mou furerarenai no nara Atokata mo naku hakai [bad word] Yume wo kudaku Kimi wo kudaku [bad word] kono mi mo kudakechiru
Tsukisasaru hikari Boku wa doko de nemuru no darou

the millions of lights that sunk into the stillness
like the warmth gone from my hand
a tiny glow swallowed by the darkness
leaving behind only a sensation

each time I find myself choked up, my heart in pain
I spell out the words, as if I'm wringing each one from me

the morning you vanished from this world
I saw something there, against the light

I yelled out, I cried out, I let my hatred ruin everything
if I can't feel it ever again, I'll destroy it until there's no trace left behind
I will smash the dream, I'll smash you and I'll smash myself into pieces
the light runs me through, where ever will I sleep?