Make It throuth The Day

I tell no lies to you each day 
 I just tell them to myself 
 and I had dreams of a better me 
 that got lost along the way.

My regrets they have a bitter taste 
 that I know all too well. 
 but Still I dream ’cause I hate the way It feels when I’m alone. 

well I’m just a shadow 
 Walking round in a daze 
 If the sun will rise tomorrow 
 I could make it through today.

Well I awake to the rising sun
 with the hope for brighter days
 but still I dread of what is yet [bad word]  cause In the darkness I’m alone. 

Well I’m just a shadow 
 Walking round in a daze 
 If the sun will rise tomorrow 
 I could make it through today.

So I take a long slow drag of misery. 
 Can you tell me what’s [bad word] of me