Heavy Lies The Crown

You told me that it wasn't personal.
I traded everything for this and now it's gone.
Where is [bad word] from?
Once more you're recovering from all the things you've done.

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw [bad word]  maybe this is right.

All I want is for you to remember me,
Not sure I've done enough.
In the end this is only a melody,
I guess that I will just try my best to sleep
And I'll wake up wondering...

If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have [bad word] 

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw [bad word]  maybe this is right.

(Feels like forever since we laid down.
I never imagined you to be the one to make feel like
I've been falling through
And maybe you just need some time,
Or maybe it's too late.
I realise that I was only pushing you away.)

I'm begging, I'm begging you.
I'm begging, I'm begging you.

If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have [bad word]