What If?

Been disconnected for so long
And left my mark here along the way
So many years have come and gone
So many fears have remained the same
I see a faith
I swim and play
Yet drowning all possibilities
Beyond what I believe and know
I cut the cord free of home again
It turns to silence
silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
struggle deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me
I lost my hope along the way
I lost my hope along the way
It turns to silence
silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
struggle deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me
What if
What if
What if
It turns to silence
silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
demon deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me
What if
What if
What If?