Disappear Here (Orchestral Armchair Version)

Maybe it was my mistake
Could it be that I’m the one to blame?
You’ve broken all the pieces
Why don’t you throw the rest away?
And you cry like a baby
Fly like a bird, I’ll shoot you down
And yet no one can save me
Cause I only disappear here

Wait I’m in the wrong house
I’m in the wrong room
Some place in someone else’s shoes
I wanna turn back
I wanna shut down
I’ll blow away if I breathe out
Save me from sleeping now
Save me from flying out
And disappear here
Disappear here

I have been your guilty pleasure
I’ve been your lack of restraint
Apply the perfect pressure
To your sweet subordinate
So go into your spiral
Gently you’re winding me down
So I figure I’m falling
into the fallout

Wait I’m in the wrong house
I’m in the wrong room
Some place in someone else’s shoes
I wanna turn back
I wanna shut down
You’ll blow away if I breathe out
Save me from sleeping now
Save me from flying out
And disappear here
Disappear here

Broken, torn, insincere

Can I watch
As you disappear here?