Loveless Nightmare

As days pass, your presence is unsettling.
Two weeks pass, your tears can't make me move a muscle.
Three weeks pass, the very sight of you infuriates me.
Four weeks pass, you're tearing apart my things and wishing you had never met me.

I wish I could say that it's been you and not me.
But I was born this way, and nothing on Earth can change it.
Gone through the same thing time and time again.
I patiently await the day that someone comes to teach me how to love.

Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?

Do you know what it's like to have all interests fade in a month?
I'll find the pettiest flaw in a perfect prize and throw her away.

Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?

You'll move on in no time at all, while I'm stuck here lost and cursed.
All qualms that you have with me, I promise they'll die with my regard.

18 years have passed, and nothing has changed.
Got so much time to live, but I will never love.

Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?

And...

Love is not an option for me, love will always be just a dream, but I'll be stuck in this loveless nightmare for the rest of my life.