So Low [Redemption Album 2013]

I don't wanna say goodbye
 But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
 All I wanna do is cry
 Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

 Farewell miss I know that you can care less
 But I'm sorry for everything I was careless
 But I need you to know that I love you so much
 And I've been drinking myself to sleep my souls crushed
 couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts
 I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch
 I was in love with you how could you do this to me
 Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy!
 And now what do I do?
 Where do I go?
 Cuz everywhere I go I see your face
 Its hard starting over
 Trying to find another shoulder
 To lean on
 I feel like my whole life just got peed on
 They say time heals but dammit I wanna stop time and feel this pain
 As crazy as it sounds to me its sane
 And I like it, why? cuz I feel like were still united
 In some weird way I don't wanna fight it

 I don't wanna say goodbye
 But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
 All I wanna do is cry
 Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

 I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back!
 Its like that!? after all the [bad word] we been through!?
 I can't believe you! I know I [bad word] up!
 But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up!
 You keep sending me to voicemail!
 I'm annoyed, hell!, [bad word] you coulda atleast sent a text
 But your probably busy kissing someone elses lips
 While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this [bad word] 
 You're hard headed a sharp headache
 I need help call a medic
 I just cut myself, yea I did it
 Without you I'm nothing don't you get it!?
 Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it!
 You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that
 We ever met, I cant believe you just said that
 You're so cold you just hit me so low
 I cant take this nomo so hit the road

 I don't wanna say goodbye
 But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
 All I wanna do is cry
 Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

 Some things just don't seem the way they do
 One day you tell me I love you and only you
 I wake up to find out it was a dream
 You're telling you hate me, you're leaving me
 People change everything changes
 We go from best friends then become strangers
 We go from seeing eachother everyday then
 Farewell to never seeing your face again

 I cant get you outta of my head
 So I'm out of bed at 4 in the morning
 Wishing I was dead
 But for some odd reason I cant do it
 For some reason I needed to write
 Whats on my mind and whats going through it
 Cuz if I don't ill prolly suffocate
 Why do you have so much hate
 Towards me you need some loving babe
 God I [bad word] love you I hate myself
 For falling in love with you
 Just to find out all I did was trouble you
 My heart is aching I'm medicated
 I tried meditating
 But nothing works I don't even feel sedated
 I wish you could feel what I feel for one second
 I wreckon you would jump out your window bare naked
 [bad word] humiliation, you do anything to get me back
 Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought in fact
 You would tell everyone to [bad word] themselves good
 And do everything to have me if you could

 I don't wanna say goodbye
 But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
 All I wanna do is cry
 Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight