Be myself and I

I'm a coward, I'm a [bad word] 
 I'm not a problem to ignore 
 Guess it all will change someday 
 I will fight to find a way 
 I'm a freak and I'm a [bad word] 
 I'm not proud of all my stunts 
 I'm more tired than it seems 
 But I will fulfill my dreams 

 [bad word] : 
 I got no feelings, I don't love you 
 You see, everyday I'm gonna burn you 
 You don't need someone new to break you 
 Leave while you can or I will make you 

 [Verse 2]: 
 I am weak and you are strong 
 Never ask what I'll [bad word] 
 I got reasons that is wrong 
 No way you [bad word] along 
 Never left what I believe 
 Even though what I received 
 Thinking evil minds are pure 
 Someday I'll walk out through that door 

 [bad word] : 
 I got no feelings I don't love you 
 You see, everyday I'm gonna burn you 
 You don't need someone new to break you 
 Leave while you can or I will make you 

 [Verse 3]: 
 So you think you can recover 
 From what you'll discover 
 I think when you'll [bad word] a problem 
 I [bad word] for cover 
 I got bad intentions baby 
 But I got good obsessions now 

 [bad word] : 
 I got no feelings, I don't love you 
 You see, everyday I'm gonna burn you 
 You don't need someone new to break you 
 Leave while you can or I will make you x2