Cold Obsession In My Eyes

rude awakening, I realize
There's cold obsession in my eyes
An alien face that i have to show
Belonged to me then Some years ago
I'm not myself

I've killed my feelings,I'm soulles ice
There's cold obsession in my eyes
My hidden self comes, comes out again
Now filled with hatred and so full of pain
I'm not myself
 [bad word] me with all that fiction
Your propaganda's my addiction
I don't believe a word you say
I wanna have and walk my way
You hide from death in lies of life
But then you die, who'll tell me why?
Leave me alone and let me be
You make me blind , but still I see

Although so young,I'm old and wise
There's cold obsession in my eyes
I face my fears, I lose the fight
My soul is darkened and knows no light
I'm not myself

I've killes my feelings , I'm soulles ice
There's cold obsession in my eyes
 [bad word] me with all that fiction
Your propaganda'a my addiction
I don't believe a word you say
I wanna have and walk my way
You hide from death in lies of life
But then you die, who'll tell me why?
Leave me alone and let me be
You make me blind , but still I see

I'm not myself...