Always in a rush

Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self important
Said I'd see you soon
That was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence

So many questions
I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore,
Not anymore
So much to tell you,
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore

It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said
As I drown in my regrets,
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said

Always talking [bad word] Took your advice and did the opposite,
Just being young and stupid
And I
I haven't been all that could've you hoped for
But if you held on a little longer,
You'd had more reasons to be proud
And I

So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore, 
Not anymore
So much to tell you,
And most of all, goodbye
But I know that can't hear me anymore

It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said
As I drown in my regrets,
I can't take back the words

The longer I stand here, the louder the silence
I know that you're gone, but sometimes I swear that I hear
your voice when the wind blows,
So I talk to the shadows,
Hoping you might be listening 'cause I want you to know

It's so loud inside my head with words that I should've said
As I drown in my regrets,
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said