My eyes are burning red

My eyes are burning red
And thoughts of murder run through my head
Oh my eyes are bloodshot red
Put a bullet right through my head 
I am my own bomb, I am my own slave 
I hate my life now, and all of this is because of you

I wanna die
I hate myself 
Is anyone listening? 
No 
I wanna lay low, but you want a funeral
You are a lie, and I am the liar
You can all go [bad word] yourselves 
All this poison inside my brain 
Has given false hope it's such a shame
I'm done, this is my last call
Oh god just take me away