Не рэпер (Instrumental)

Yo, sometimes 

"I will get through this hell" x2

i think that i should stop wating time and get on with

" and i go thorough this world to become best of the best and i go thorugh this world to become best of the best and i go thorugh this world and now lets stop"
yeah that was [bad word]  listen up people

Verse 1

I fall down, and i drown
and i try get back up
but this time its not fail
i will not let em [bad word] Ima try Ima die
Ima make this time, watch
Ima get through this torch
ima make you scream watch
Turn the grave, to get rid of em
serving me right, 'for they think
they can connor me now
you dont know me, your wrong
you dont know me at all
this day acting like goof
next day ripping thy text
and im thinking what next
what would happen if i wouldve chosen wrong path
and then end up with pack
of a siggarets, [bad word] whatchyou looking at, brove?
have you never seen rap
in the rawrest form huh?
well im sad, i know that
and im not gonna change a bit of that
its my rap, can you hear me? MY RAP
and you still listening huh, admit it im hot
and ofcourse you are not,
as im bagning this rap brap

Hook x2
I am changing
I am, im telling you I am who i am, but im changing my self
I am changing
ofcourse i am changing, what else would i do but to get through this chasing

Verse 2

This rap is getting older
my life is getting bolder
beginning to get boring
and this [bad word] goes for so long
Im like 40 year old
person sitting writing singing chorus
saying girlfriend "i dont have a girlfriend"
Cus its a noone, telling me you have one
ksusha, well she's fine hun
she can be some fun now
and i like her
but timur is infront
and she's his now
well now, sorry and i love you
and i wated for this
till i could make a song
which expresses my words
in a such a y noise
and my voise which explains you my tone
and the manner which i use, for the [bad word] you
yeah i said, [bad word] you, can you see im screaming, see what you made me, feeble, im leaving
forever, now im saying [bad word]  till i make a hit
then comeback "when"  when you [bad word] im killing

Verse 3
 
Yeah 10 years later
becoming more than just a hater
eminem 50 cent thats great eh
but your song went like [bad word] 
cus its stinks man
And sorry laughing at that
cus your smacked and your getting for that
and its never the fact of you being like that
maybe its me and i feel like i should say something like that, and im [bad word] up for that
yeah, wtf was i [bad word] talking about
nothing really its just [bad word] again
and again i say [bad word]  and recover me please
cus i dont know what im saying cus i do say [bad word] but telling and saying [bad word] makes you retelling it
fading in it, and becoming the [bad word] cus your degrading and falling and failing like me
and its making me see wtf am i saying