Trying Hard To Be What You Are Not

the one that I must hide behind
the one I try to be
I dont even know you
but you are there when I see me
Dont know the laugh
my own thoughts disappear
strangers voice, the same as mine
Is it I who shakes and sweats and smiles.

the cup was full of promise
now trying to overflow
It leaves me lost
no matter where I go
running here and there
once loaded with intent
is now completely bare
strangers voice the same as mine

close your eyes
grey clouds move in
their fingers casting shrouds
try hard try hard