Autumn's monologue

Oh why can’t I be what you need?
a new improved version of me
But I’m nothing so good, no I’m nothing 
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs 
Of violence of love and of sorrow 
I beg for just one more tomorrow 
Where you hold me down, fold me in 
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh,  
I break in two, and each piece of me dies 
And only you can give the breath of life 
But you don’t see me, you don’t

Here I’m thin between darkness and light 
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured till dawn 
I view visions of you, then you're gone 
The shock bleeds the red from my face 
When I hear someone has taken my place 
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel? 
When all, all that I did was for you 

I break in two over you, oh,  
I break in two, and each piece of me dies 
And only you can give the breath of life 
But you don’t see me, you don’t (x2)

I break in two over you, oh,  
I break in two

Over you, I break in two
I will break in two, for you
Now you see me, now you don’t
Now you need me, now you don’t…