A Monster Behind A Mask

From this deception we will [bad word]  rise!
Forget my face! And from my head just stay away
You were everything for me, but all that is gone
I don't want to live this fear anymore

I already knew this one was an hard fight
But was it necessary making me cryin'?
Maybe you won't believe me
But my only thought
Is how could you betray my soul? 

it's up to you to decide
what to do with your mind
i can't see u i'm blind
i'm blind of rage and pain
they still search him, but i won't!
they still want him, but i don't!
i'm sad but i'm still in your hands

You're jus a spot in my past, a monster behind a mask
I admit, with your words i felt a king
I'll let you sink in your sins, I'll never forget what you did
I'd rather sink with you than give up and leave my dream

And when I tried to draw back in my silence
against my future for a better present
I passed too many time to dig my hole
Baby I just want to breathe again, once more!

And you, you turned to Z
You turned White to Black
You called me brother but i now I see you lied
You said use me like a guide
But how can I do it?
If even you don't know what's blowing in your mind

There's no one of the things you said
that can be considered true
But remember I've still got my pride
here you are a big [bad word] YOU! 
Everybody is able to hide himself behind a mask, I only hear a lot of words but I still dont see the facts
Outta here I can only see deceivers ready to steal yor [bad word]  lifeblood
You're just a monster bhind a mask [bad word] you [bad word]  forget my face
Bleah! 

And you, you turned to Z
You turned White to Black
You called me brother but i now I see you lied

And you, you turned to Z
You turned White to Black
You called me brother but i now I see you lied
You said use me like a guide
But how can I do it?
If even you don't know what's blowing in your mind