so can these shoes take me to

so can these shoes take me to 
who I was before 
I was stabbing my sticks into 
a vulnerable earth
and I can almost [bad word] you 
and those stalking memories 
did I somehow [bad word] you 
without realizing
found a little patch of heaven now
so then I'm gonna turn oysters in the sand 
'cause I'm working my way back 
I'm working my way back to me again
not every girl is a pearl 
with [bad word] slippers 
with [bad word] slippers 
so then I'm gonna turn oysters in the sand, in the sand, in the sand 
turn, turn, turn

and there are forces of conflict 
taking portions of my mind 
in whose realm laced with trickery 
the fragments I must find
and I can almost [bad word] you 
and those stalking memories 
did I somehow [bad word] you 
without realizing
found a little patch of heaven now
so then I'm gonna turn oysters in the sand 
'cause I'm working my way back 
I'm working my way back to me again
not every girl is a pearl 
with [bad word] slippers 
with [bad word] slippers 
so then I'm gonna turn oysters in the sand 
turn, turn, turn

not every girl is popular 
popular 
popular 
not every girl is a pearl 
with [bad word] slippers 
with [bad word] slippers 
so then I 'm gonna turn oysters in the sand 
in the sand, in the sand 
turn, turn, turn