Schizophrenia In Reverse

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SCHIZOPHRENIA IN REVERSE

My body's aching
My heart is aching
My soul is aching
But my head is numb

And it's [bad word] fortunate
That every fall is so [bad word] hard
It's like shooting up smack
Wiped out like a [bad word] 
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It's a public humiliation
one-liner
punchline
For the crowd to laugh hysterically as I go down

Now I am lost in the abyss of my mind
Re-living nightmares stuck on repeat
 [bad word] upside down
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But what's another humiliation when all hope is dead?
It's better to smile with dead eyes
And sing-along instead
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FEAR NO MORE
THE DEATH THEY'RE BRINGING
HEAR NO MORE
THEIR VOICES SINGING

END THIS LIFE
AND LIFT THIS CURSE
SCHIZOPHRENIA IN REVERSE

THEY'RE WATCHING EVERY STEP I TAKE
EVERY MOVE I MAKE
EVERY MISTAKE

MY DELUSION IS CENSORED
THE [bad word] IS SO MUCH WORSE
SCHIZOPHRENIA IN REVERSE
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