The Silence

looking back on what i've done
i know i could not give enough
you would fill me with your love
it used to hold me up

fighting -- i fight to feel at all
and i know it won't be back again
i steal myself to sorrow
because it [bad word] 
and though you see me
i'm far away, far away
yeah, you got to move on
fear -- i fear the silence
because it [bad word] 
still you linger in my head
i see you the way i saw you then
there were fingers on my skin
they used to warm me up

lying -- we lie to keep the peace
but i know we're close now to the end
fear -- i fear the silence
because it [bad word] 
and though you see me
i'm far away, far away
yeah, you got to move on
fear -- i fear the silence
because it [bad word] because it [bad word] 
now there's nothing left unsaid
i love you and i won't soon forget
yeah, there were stars in our eyes
we both know the fire was meant to die

please, please forgive me
i've let go and now i have [bad word] leave me to discover
who i am and i who will [bad word]