Playing With A Life

Playing with a life.
I
This is an endless story of trying to find this shortest way.
Running to nothing for glory and even don’t really want to stay.
I close off the door side and found and nothing but praying will be with me,
This is the fear I want to  shout , Call all this time I can feel free.
Refrain
Just tell me why, their life and their lie
And I don’t know why we always  die,
We call the violent game of everything
It’s time to think
I want to know who created this game
I wanna live and I don’t want to play.
My only will I always drive 
We are still playing with a life.
II
This is of course no matter I try to forget my every days
Just wanna two or better And waiting for the only holly grace.
But there’s no time to read me old, there’s no power to destroy,
All light of summer I killed, and human who’s there is a …?
Refrain
Just tell me why, their life and their lie
And I don’t know why we always  die,
We call the violent game of everything
It’s time to think
I want to know who created this game
I wanna live and I don’t want to play.
My only will I always drive 
We are still playing with a life.

Is life for game
Don’t play this game…
Don’t lose this game…