I don't want to live on this planet anymore

We put so much trust in each other 
I promise that i would try and save you 
With these paper legs 
I promised i would try and save you 
Watch them fold away 
I could write the book on self doubt 
publish and turn it into self harm 
but the faith in my words are weak 
i gave up hope that they will carry me 
Under my eyes i keep my black bags 
that i fill with every late night charade 
Every whisper that could never fade 
I've tipped almost every bottle 
to find a ship at sea sinking 
You wanted me to save you 
well these trembling hands couldn't pull through 
we were for ocean waves crash over our lungs 
At sea where we learned to breathe