Near Life Experience

when I sit down & think about all aims in life
when I walk out & breath in all that's being derived
when my eyes start sensing among the things to come
then I wonder why I often keep on going wrong

if I supposed there was some kind of outer form
if I opposed all dogmas being inside the norm
if I kept telling that everything seems like a lie
then I could say that I'm - feeling alive!

when I raise up my hand reaching out for some good
when I try to compete & don't feel understood
when my mind keeps trembling of some inner fear
then I wonder if our end could be anyway near

if I chose to reject from all the things yet to come
if I instead let go all moods that made me overcome
if I never felt some regrets & if I never let loose
then I could say that there are still things - I have to chose

come closer, step further & listen to me
there's no solution but a suggestion, the key?
I don't have a message, there's no instruction
to handle yourself & to prevent destruction

& I know it's an experience that you chose every time
collecting thoughts & being so amused
take it all away
impressions will always stay

don't want to take it back
science evolving
progression dissolving