Letter never sent

If I knew you didn't miss me,
If I knew you didn't think of me,
If I knew your feelings for me
Were dead and buried,
It would be hard, but not as hard as
This knowing you still care -
It would be easier
Than knowing there's still something there.
 
I know how you don't need this
But I just can't keep quiet.
You've left me feeling so lost,
Where do I go with it?
I know you have a new life,
I know you're not unhappy,
I know that he's good to you -
But don't you just want things easy?
 
So go ahead and hate me,
I know I promised I would leave it -
troublemaker's what you've made me
But can't you see we're worth it?
We just belong together,
I think somewhere inside you know it.
Would you admit it ever?
I just don't think it's complicated.
 
Life shouldn't be about:
"I'm happy, but..."
I just think you should chase
Specialness
For love.
 
I guess all I'm really saying
Is how I think you're wrong here,
And some things are worth the chaos
That they come along with.
Don't you want more?
Don't you want to burn?
Burn again?