Deci(mate) (feat. Chris Barretto Of Monuments)

To be honest, I trusted you at the beginning, 
To be honest, you meant something to me. 
To be honest, I trusted you at the beginning, 
To be honest, you meant something to me. 

I respected you way more than I probably should have 
Your heart's so dark it could make the sun turns black. 
It may be a matter of generation, 
We don't live in the same world, prosperious and sheltered. 
Or is this just a matter of education?  [bad word]  
An expendable life, 
Hollow and so selfish. 
I'm not the one who created a kingdom, 
kingdom with hate. 

I was [bad word] blind 
Cause you were my mate 

Today still I wonder if you even realize that together, 
We built up the dreams throne you sat on alone for a year. 

These sleepless nights, when you were not counting the sheeps. 
These loveless dreams, 
Scared to death by an imaginary ghost. 
I tried my best to help you through all that [bad word]  

CHRIS 

I can easily imagine your face listening to this song  [bad word] yeah. 

Now that you've got no crown 
You're no [bad word] king 
I finally open my mouth 
I won't bite my tongue 

CHRIS 

From now on I can see how much you're spineless and ridiculous 
How can you still be so arrogant when you cry in your bed?