Lost Ones

[Verse 1: J Cole]
Baby girl, I can't imagine what it's like for you
I got you pregnant, now inside there is a life in you
I know you wondering if this is gon' make me think 'bout wifing you
Like if you have my first child, would I spend my whole life with you?
Now I ain't trying to pick a fight with you, I'm trying to talk
Now I ain't trying to spend the night with you, I'm kinda lost
See, I've been giving it some thought lately and
 Frankly I'm feel like we ain't ready and this...
Hold up now, let me finish!
Think about it baby, me and you we still kids ourselves
How we gonna raise a kid by ourself?
 Handle biz by ourself? [bad word] barely over 20
Where the hell we gon' live? Where am I gon' get that money?
I refuse to bring my boy or my girl in this world
 When I ain't got [bad word] to give em
And I'm not with them niggas who be knocking girls up and skate out
 So girl you gotta think about how the options weigh out
 What's the way out?

 [Hook: J Cole] (x2)
 And I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometimes
 I cry sometimes, about it
And girl I know it hurt, but
 If this world was perfect, then we can make it work
 But I doubt it

[Verse 2: J Cole]
She say  [bad word]  you got some nerve
 To come up to me talking about abortion
 This my body [bad word]  so don't think you finna force [bad word] 
See I knew that this is how you act, so typical
 Said you love me oh but now you flipping like reciprocals, it figures though
I should've known that you was just another [bad word]  No different from them other niggas
 Who be claiming that they love you just to get up in them drawers
 Knowing all the right things to say
I let you hit it raw, [bad word] 
Now I'm pregnant, you don't wanna get involved [bad word] 
Trying to take away a life, is you God [bad word] 
I don't think so! This a new life up in my stomach
Regardless if I'm your wife, this new life here I'mma love it
 I ain't budging I just do this by my [bad word] self
See my mama raised me without no [bad word] help, from a man
But I still don't understand how you could say that
 Did you forget all those conversations that we had way back
 'Bout your father? And you told me that you hate that [bad word]  Talking about he a coward and you so glad that you ain't that [bad word]  Cause he left your mama when she had you and he ain't [bad word]  Now here you go doing the same [bad word] ..
 You ain't [bad word] [bad word] "

[Hook: J. Cole] (x2)
 And I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometimes
 I cry sometimes, about it
 And boy that [bad word] hurtin'
 And ain't nobody perfect, still we can make it work
 But you doubt it

[Verse 3: J Cole]
They say everything happens for a reason
 And people change like the seasons
 Then grow apart
She wanted him to show his heart and say he loved her
 He spoke the magic words and on the same day he [bad word] her
Now she wide open. She put a ring up on his finger if she could
 But he loved her cause the [bad word] good
But she ain't no wife though
Uh oh! She telling him she missed her period like typos
He panicking, froze up like a mannequin
life grows inside, and now he asking "is it even mine?"
What if this [bad word] ain't even pregnant dog, could she be lying?
And she be crying cause he acting distant
 Like "ever since I told you this, [bad word] you acting different"
And all his niggas saying these hoes be trapping niggas
 Playing with niggas' emotions like they some action figures
 Swear they get pregnant for collateral, it's like extortion
Man if that [bad word] really pregnant tell her to get a abortion...
 But what about your seed [bad word]