You May Not Want To Hear This But

Japan lyrics:
kanashii kedo wasurerarenai kuyashii no ni
omoidasenai yo
tsui wa mukou ni akiru hodo no uta ni
doko ni datte itsudatte
yume no naka ni datte atta mono
nankai demo nankai demo wasureta kininarou to [bad word] sa

tohaie ano kimi no koe ni kanashimi ga atta koto ya
kimi ga tojikomotteita tobira wa mada
oboetetainda yo waratte yo
kuchi no oku ga zutto zutto itai
hitosashiyubi mo nanteka kowakute

yakusoku nante shiranai yo hontou no koto wa
mou iwanai
atama no naka no kotoba itsumo hairikiru no dake
soredake soredake de

wasurerarenai koto wa tada soredake de
ima motte kie wa shinai warattete yo

tatakai wa ichidodake kanashimi mo ichidodake
nano ni shiranakattano ima mo karamaru
doko ni datte itsudatte
yume no naka ni datte atta mono
nankai demo nankai demo wasureyou to [bad word] mo

higekiteki de enseiteki na watashi wa
kyou mo asu wo nusunde
ikiru koto no damasu koto no
chigai wo mata kangaeru

omoidasenai koto ga karamitsuite mo
fumishimeru ashimoto wa waruku nai yo

konna sekai nante mou iya datte
ieru kurai aisaretemitai
zutto zutto tooi basho ni oitekita no wa
ano sekai to no wakai
ima mo nao asu mo nao
kawaranai nara kie na yo

wasurerarenai koto wa tada sore dake de
ima motte kie wa shinai warattete yo
tooku

English translate:
However I can’t forget sadness; in this frustration
I can’t remember
How far away is the end of this boring song
Where have I always been?
And what I dreamt of while sleeping
How many times, how many times have I been afraid to forget it?

Although in that voice of yours there was sorrow
You were secluding yourself but I still want
To memorize where’s the door, just smile
Inside my mouth it has always, always hurt
And even my index finger is somehow scaring

I don’t understand why people make promises; the truth is something
I have never said
The words inside my head have always confused me but
It’s only that, only that

There are things I can’t forget, but it’s only that
They have never disappeared, I’m smiling

You fight just once, you even feel pain just once
And yet, I have never understand in what I’m entwined
Where have I always been?
But what I dreamt of while sleeping
How many times, how many times have I forget it?

The tragic, pessimistic myself
Will ruin today and tomorrow
To be alive, and to cheat
I still think there’s a difference

There are things I can’t remember, entwining me
I firmly step forward; it’s not a bad thing

"I already hate this world”
I can say, but I just want to be loved
I’ve always, always wanted to go away, in a distant place
Reconciling with that world
But still, if now, if tomorrow
Won’t change, everything will disappear

There are things I can’t forget, but it’s only that
They have never disappeared, I’m smiling
Far away