The Reason (The Story Is My Life)

I born to be hated
Or to be abused?
Dare ni aisa rete kita no?'
Kako no jibun ni toikake rareta nda kaesu kotoba ga nakute...

I feel alone
I want to kill myself for me
but it can't be
I don't have the strength to die
Why am I here right now?
Tell me what's you think
May be you don't know!
How do you figure out (the) way you are
Holding to tightly. Holding my cold breath.
I let it be.
Don't pity on me now!
I want to hear the reason
Nanika kawaru ki ga [bad word] 
Sono kibou ga sute kirenai boku wa kawareru hazu mo nainoni! !

I feel alone
I want to kill mysetf for me
but it can't be
I don't have the strength to die

I live my life

Tell me what's you think
May be you don't know!
How do you figure out way you are!
Holding to tightly. Holding my cold breath.
I let it be.
Boku ga ikiru sono riyuu ni kidzuita yo!
Kono tame ni kyou kono Ni~Tsu made tsudzuketa koto!

I will sing it for you!
I will sing it for you!

I will sing it just for you!!
Itsu made mo kono mama!
Boku ga shinu sonohi made tsudzukeyou!

I will sing it just for you!!
I will sing it just for you!!

ENGLISH.
I born to be hated
Or to be abused?
“Who will I come to love?”
The question asked by the past me which I don’t have the answer to…
I feel alone
I want to kill myself for me
but it can’t be
I don’t have the strength to die
Why am I here right now?
Tell me what’s you think
Maybe you don’t know!
How do you figure out (the) way you are
Holding to tightly. Holding my cold breath.
I let it be.
Don’t pity on me now!
I want to hear the reason
Somehow it’s changing!
That wish has been cast aside too many times, I have not changed!!
I feel alone
I cant to kill myself for me
but it can’t be
I don’t have the strength to die
I live my life
Tell me what’s you think
May be you don’t know!
How do you figure out (the) way you are!
Holding to tightly. Holding my cold breath.
I let it be.
I’m living, so for that reason, notice me!
Because of this from now till that day, I will continue!
I will sing it for you!
I will sing it for you!
I will sing it just for you!!
It will stay this way forever!
Till the day I die!
I will sing it just for you!!
I will sing it just for you!!