The Decision of Love - forgiveness

I cannot say
I cannot say
I hoped to tell you long ago...
...but I was to stubborn.
...but...

Time stole you away, 
Locked you into a despair so great...
...and I could do nothing
To help you run away from this.

All I can say
Is that though you`ve gone away
I cannot stop these thoughts of you
Burning in my brain.

All I can say
Is that though you`re far away
I hope to reach you , tell you so much
I`d ignored to say. 

Something`s there , so deeply buried.
Something`s weighing on my heart
I can no longer ignore it.
Painfully sweet, bitter sweet, I - 

I have decided. 
No.
Long ago decided. 
You are such a dear friend to me.
I have come to believe.
I am no longer afraid
To admit it, even though you are gone
But I have made this decision.
So long ago made this decision.
Can you listen from where you are?
See now that you are no longer alone.
You are no longer alone,
Because I am here now.

I cannot say, 
I hope you understand.
I hope you hear me from where you are.
I cannot say, but
This is my decision to 
LOVE.