Burned At Both Ends

[bad word] miwband]

There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering
 Victims of time, were defined by our history
 Forever lost, and now I don't know who the [bad word] I have become
 Where has my life gone?

 I'm holding on to a life, I'll never get back
 It's too hard to let go
 I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks
 Trying not to derail

 Nothing is like it was before
 I know not who I am anymore
 Chasing something that's behind me
 When will I be set free?

 So what is left of this life that's in front of me?
 Is there a future when you only see in memories?
 When every loss, every beauty just reminds you of the past
 How can you just let go?

 I'm holding on to a life, I'll never get back
 It's too hard to let go
 I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks
 Trying not to derail

 Nothing is like it was before
 I know not who I am anymore
 Chasing something that's behind me
 When will I be set free?

 Broken promises left to mend
 Burning the candle at both ends
 No light to find my way back home
 But I don't know where "home" is anymore
 The sinking ship has washed ashore

 This misery has got to end
 What's done is done
 The past is a strange place

 Look, look at me now, just a fool with everything, but yet I'm still so hollow
 Look, look at us now, no lights just struggling to find our way back home

 I'm holding on to a life, I'll never get back
 It's too hard to let go
 I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks
 Trying not to derail

 Nothing is like it was before
 I know not who I am anymore
 Chasing something that's behind me
 When will I be set free?

 Broken promises left to mend
 Burning the candle at both ends
 No light to find my way back home
 Cause' I don't know where "home" is
 And without you, I'm hopeless