Absent Friend

So satisfied leave, without a trace
You taught me doubt, still you do it again
And its high time I found myself on the road
educate myself til it hurts 
And it's high time I satisfy what it takes
it all just seams so differently

That's the biggest joke of all
You know it's the biggest joke of all

And it's high time i recognized
To do it again, it's growing outside my walls
I can't relate to where I've been, I can't tell you anything at all

And that's the biggest joke of all
You know its the biggest joke of all