What the hell am i [thinking of]

drunken hands 
and cigarette breaths 
yeah i won't mind or get upset 
if this is as close as i get 

cause i'm probably too young 
i'm probably just a [bad word] joke 
that you can laugh about with your best friend 
that you can laugh about in your head 

and that's alright 
cause there's not much of me 
that's worth seeing or showing 
yeah i'm not gonna try anything 
yeah i won't do a [bad word] thing 

but you know if you want 
to come over tonight 
that'd be alright 
that'd be just fine 
yeah i'd like that 
that'd be nice 

we could crawl into my bed 
entangled those legs with these legs 
kiss my lips, i'll kiss your lips 
press your against hips against my hips 

but what the hell am i thinking of 
i'm a god [bad word] [bad word] idiot 
i drink too fast and i drink too much 
oh well all right i don't give a [bad word] 
i drink too fast and i drink too much 
oh well all right i don't give a [bad word]