Restless

I am the sea on a moonless night,
 Calling, falling, slipping tides
 I am the leaky, dripping pipes
 The endless aching drops of light
 I am the raindrop falling down,
 Always longing for the deeper ground
 I am the broken, breaking seas
 Even my blood finds ways to bleed

 Even the rivers ways [bad word] 
 Even the rain to reach the sun
 Even my thirsty streams,
 Even in my dreams

 I am restless, I am restless
 I am restless, looking for you
 I am restless, [bad word] like the ocean to find your shore
 I m looking for you

 I am the one that you left behind,
 I am the thorn stuck in your side
 I am the bored and clouded eyes
 Looking for the well that won [bad word] dry

 [bad word] hard for the other side
 The world that I ve always been denied
 [bad word] hard for the infinite
 With the tears of the saints and hypocrites

 Oh blood of black and white and gray
 Death and life and night and day
 One by one by one
 We let our [bad word] 

 I am restless, I am restless
 I am restless, looking for you
 I am restless, [bad word] like the ocean to find your shore
 I m looking for you

 Cause I can t feel you breathing,
 I can t feel you reaching
 Pushing through the ceiling
 Making for the feeling
 More than just a feeling

 Pushing through the ceiling
 Until the final healing
 Looking for you

 Until the sea of glass we meet
 At [bad word] and complete
 The tide of tear and pain subside
 Laughter drinks them dry

 I ll be waiting
 Anticipating
 All that I aim for
 What I was made for
 With every heartbeat
 All of my blood bleeds
 [bad word] inside me
 Looking for you
 Looking for you

 I am restless, I am restless
 I am restless, looking for you
 I am restless, [bad word] like the ocean to find your shore
 I m looking for you