HATE IS ALL YOU LEFT FOR ME (2010)

HATE IS ALL YOU LEFT FOR ME (2010)
/ Maria "Gotennacht" Orlova/

Where the river slowly flows
Along a dark and empty dale
On the silent path of past
In my scariest fairytale 
I gave up all my dreams
And I've escaped for the last
Madness urges me again
And it will never stop
Don't be ashamed
Forget it
Our story's written
Full of hate and lies
And with a tragic end 
Hate is all you left for me
And I'm still here with all I have
I'll raise my hate I'll raise my rage
And give to you some day

Chorus:
I'll never feel the same
I never smile, I don't deserve it 
And I have no-one to blame
My bitter dish is cold and served
I tried to stop me but I can't
You have to be very careful 'cause I'm dangerous
You thought that I was a fool 
You'll change your mind and see of all my hate

There’s no strength to fight
The body’s tired and weak 
It's finished now forever
Time for my final flight
Got on my highest peak, prepared to leap into the deep
I missed my marks I'm reckless
The road back closed
Ahead or nowhere that’s my way
Cause hate is all you left for me
It’s time now
To give my raised hate to you
At once had whole of it, my dear 
‘Cause I forgive you
And its time to hate yourself.