Tonight Matthew, I'm Going To Be...

With my hand on my heart, this is for you. Every girl wants to be the prom queen. Lucky for you, your make-up was perfect on the night. But no, you shouldn't be so proud. Wearing a mask to protect them from the [bad word]  You started fading away from the moment you took the stage. I know you've changed and things will never be the same. [bad word] a time where you shouldn't lie and I will make this pledge with my own life I swear forever means forever, until the day we die. With my hand on my heart, this is for you. Sometimes I wish we could see better days because we have have forgotten what is most important and life is more than just another war with ourselves. Why does it feel like it's happening again? Your perfect smile was enough to keep me waiting for that moment of silence. Where your name is stuck on my tongue. These are your words so be careful what you say and I'll keep getting closer and i'll keep moving on. This world will pull you under and I'll be on my way. But this world will pull you under.