Boy With No Arms

forever is so easy to say
but i can't stand to wait
be slapped in the face.
i'll keep this to my self
you can't know.
smile for me.
pretend it's
alright.
knocked down...what's the use?
i can't make you happy.
i can't even make you feel
anymore.
how can you look in my face
and say that?
i believe in fear and [bad word] 
what do you
believe in?
what do you
believe?