Velvet Dreams

I wipe the dust from my shoulders, the dust from velvet
 sands. In dreamland of non-divine, free of all space and time.
 I watch across the fields, the fields of forever.
 And as the sand turns to stars in my eyes...I'm no longer
 blind. Start to walk [bad word] landscapes of frozen glass.
 The velvet sands reflect me like a mirror.
 My skin is pale blue but I feel my body burning with fever.
 I see myself in the velvet sand, what am I? Human, soul or
 demon?? Embodied emotions, infinite. Eternal sleep awaits
 me as I am DREAMING VELVET DREAMS, CRYING PURPLE
 TEARS, I CHANGE. LAUGHTER TURNS TO HATE. BLOOD-
 DROWNED ARE MY THOUGHTS. THE RAINBOW TURNS ALL RED.
 I BURN I'M IN FIRE BURNED BY VELVET DREAMS. I strole [bad word] 
 the infinite garden of neverending frost.
 Unblessed, unpure. Here I am, my own god and master.
 Everything is soft like velvet, but the velvet dreams obscure
 my mind. I pick a rose so black but I am scarred by the
 thorns. And it feels like I was in fire. Burned by velvet
 dreams. That seems so safe...
 Bless me. Caress me. Take away my fears.
 [bad word] the pain in velvet dreams, wipe away my purple tears.
 Burn me, turn me. Make me one with the other side.
 Healed by the burning in velvet dreams, with the dead now I
 ride. Embodied emotions, infinite. Sleep awaits no longer
 nevermore shall I...DREAM THOSE VELVET DREAMS, CRY
 THOSE PURPLE TEARS. NEVER, NEVERMORE. I STAND ABOVE
 DIVINE. GOD OF NONE AND ALL. KNOWLEDGE BEYOND. THE
 RAINBOW AND THE STARS. NEVER MORE SHALL I. DREAM
 THOSE VELVET DREAMS, CRY THOSE PURPLE TEARS. NEVER,
 NEVERMORE. I STAND ABOVE DIVINE. GOD OF ALL AND NONE.
 KNOWLEDGE BEYOND. THE RAINBOW AND THE STARS.
 Now I am the unknown that you love. God of none and all.