Where Can I Stab Myself in the Ears (Hawthorne Heights)

I guess I could have sent a letter from the road, 
 With words that always meant more than updates on the phone.
 The signal is fading fast and the ink [bad word] out, 
 The words look good in pen, but sound better from my mouth.

 Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight, 
 Forget these lungs, their jealousy.
 I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind, leave this all behind (leave this all behind).
 Forget these lungs, their jealousy.
 I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind, leave this all behind (leave... this... all... behind).

 Behind your back, talking like knives and I can hardly breathe
 Sharpen your tongue the rest of your life, like I cannot believe
 Anything that you say... 
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 Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight, 
 Forget these lungs, their jealousy.
 I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind, leave this all behind (leave this all behind).
 Forget these lungs, their jealousy.
 I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind, leave this all behind (leave... this... all... behind).

 So you're the fire and I'm the water, 
 I am the balance and you are the color.
 I won't forget you when were not together, 
 This is the ending, heres my surrender.

 -Screamed-
 So you're the fire and I'm the water, 
 I am the balance and you are the color.
 I won't forget you when were not together, 
 This is the ending, heres my surrender.

 Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight, 
 Forget these lungs, their jealousy.
 I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind, leave this all behind (leave this all behind).
 Forget these lungs, their jealousy.
 I'm burning out, but I can't leave.