Issues

I wanna wake up
I've been walking in my sleep to long
Wake up
So sick of dreaming

I wanna slow down
I wanna be part of what is happening around me
Without breathing
Without feeling
Without screaming
So I'm leaving
 [bad word] 
I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid

I turn the page
To a chapter that they thought was just a phase
But it consumed me

You're right I am a failure
And when my life turns to [bad word] It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all you ever taught me how to do
So you can relax!

Without feeling
Without breathing
Now I'm leaving
 [bad word] 
I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid

Turn the page
I've been hiding,
Drowning,
I've [bad word] 
Starving,
I've been feeling nothing
 [bad word] 
I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid