Enochian Calling

Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
And do not drop in for an after-loss:
Ah, do not, when my heart hath 'scoped this [bad word] in the rearward of a conquer'd woe;
Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
To linger out a purposed overthrow.
If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
When other petty griefs have done their spite
But in the [bad word]  so shall I taste
At first the very worst of fortune's might,
     And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
    [bad word] with loss of thee will not seem so.