Emotionless(hey Dad)

Hey dad 
I'm writing to you 
Not to tell you, that I still hate you 
Just to ask you 
How you feel 
And how we fell apart 
How this fell apart 

Are you happy out there in this great wide world? 
Do you think about your sons? 
Do you miss your little girl? 
When you lay your head down 
How do you sleep at night? 
Do you even wonder if we're all right? 

But we're all right 
We're all right 
 [bad word] ] 
It's been a long hard road without you by my side 
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried 
You broke my mother's heart 
You broke your children for life 
It's not ok, 
But we're all right 
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes 
But those are just a long lost memory of mine 
I spent so many years learning how to survive 
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive 

The days I spent so cold, so hungry
Were full of hate 
I was so angry 
The [bad word] deep inside this tattooed body 
There's things I'll take, to my grave 
But I'm okay 
I'm okay 
 [bad word] ] 
It's been a long hard road without you by my side 
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried 
You broke my mother's heart 
You broke your children for life 
It's not ok, 
But we're all right 
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes 
But those are just a long lost memory of mine 
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive 
Yeah, I'm still alive 

Sometimes 
I forgive 
Yeah and this time 
I'll admit 
That I miss you, said I miss you 
 [bad word] ] 
It's been a long hard road without you by my side 
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried 
You broke my mother's heart 
You broke your children for life 
It's not ok, 
But we're all right 
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes 
But those are just a long lost memory of mine 
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive 

And sometimes 
I forgive 
And this time 
I'll admit, that I miss you, I miss you 
Hey dad